Last week my 9 year old son decided that he was in need of some cologne. He is growing up way to fast as it is! He wants to be just like his daddy. First he wanted to use Dad's Old Spice body wash, then it was deoderant too and now we are onto cologne. Can I just say that I had to put my foot down! I am so glad that he no longer wants to smell like dirt as all little boys do no matter how many times you bathe them, but I was certainly not ready for him to smell like a manly man!
The day after my sons request, we drove out to grandpa's farm. Elijah often goes out there and stays the night. He loves to help grandpa with all the farm chores and it is his hands down, absolute, favourite thing. He gets completely spoiled for 48 hours...grandpa loves to lavish his great-grandson with time, affection and Dr. Pepper. Elijah also gets to drive grandpa's fancy new tractor. This my friends, is heaven for my 9 year old son, absolute heaven. So it was honestly no surprise to me that when I picked Elijah up he smelled a little different then usual. In fact, tucked away in his back pack were two bottles of mens cologne! I had put my foot down, I had even told grandpa no the day before....but that sweet man can't resist the hard work, charm and big pleading eyes of his grandson. He loves him and loves to lavish him with gifts.
I love that my grandpa loves my son. It is not just evident in the way he spoils him but even more so in the things he takes the time to teach him. David and I do our best to teach our kids how to live godly lives. But there is somethings absolutely precious and effective about an older, wiser, godly man investing in my son's life and character.
As I look at their relationship is is evident to me that my grandpa loves Elijah with a God kind of love. He is patient, forgiving, bestows gifts but also gently and firmly corrects and teaches my son the value of a good work ethic, responsibility, generosity and many other character building qualities.
God is like that. He loves us, HE loves us more than any kind of human love we have ever known. He loves to give His children gifts and blessings. He loves to pour out His love on us in that way. But His love is perfect. He loves us too much to let us live in our fallen state. He loves us too much to let us carry on living in sin, with out growth, change or quality of character. We often think
that God is punishing us when He choses to with-hold something we think we desperately need. Sometimes our first response is to think He has grown impatient with us or angry with us when He disciplines us for our sin. But it is actually quite the contrary. Often God withholds things, disciplines us or allows things in our lives because He loves us too much to to let us carry on in that state. It is just another way that He pours out His love on us. Our character, our lives, our light, our joy and our love is all far more important to Him than our security on earth, our immediate gratification, our comfortability and the fleeting happiness we so often pursue.
Whatever season you are in, this is truth... God has not forgotten, forsaken or abandoned you. You may have gone so far off the path that you don't even know how to get back. God has not gone anywhere, He will always purse you, always love you, readily forgive you and patiently wait for you to come back to Him. But why wait any longer when all your longings for love, forgiveness and complete healing can be met by the One true mighty to save God?
You may just be keeping one area back from the Lord, but why? When His light and love shines in all areas of your life, only then can you experience true satisfaction, joy and abundance of life. Step into the light!
You may be going through a time if chastening right now and it hurts, it's hard work, its painful....Persevere sweet friend, Jesus has victory for you. Even in the pain, He is lavishing His love on you. You and I are being refined and every day that we trust Him more, our faces shine brighter, our burdens are lighter and His glory shines.
Praise the Lord for those of you who are living in a season of fruitfulness, blessing and fellowship with Him. Be thankful and be generous in your love and encouragement towards others! God has blessed you in this season so that you can bring Him glory! SO what can you do today that will shine the love of Jesus in someone else's life?
Whatever season you are in, I pray that today you smell like Royal Spice, just like my son. In all you do, allow God's fragance to wash away any hint of bitterness, unforgiveness, envy, pride.... you get the picture! May your fragrance be that of God's abounding love, forgiveness and grace. May everyone who comes into contact you today be blessed by you and know that you are a Child of the King!
Wednesday, October 23, 2013
Tuesday, October 8, 2013
I am not alone
My weakness made Perfect in His Strength
2 Corinthians 12:9
"My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness."
2 Corinthians 12:9
"My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness."
Maybe I am the only fool that becomes a hermit when I get overwhelmed or down. But, what I know is this, when I isolate myself regardless of how big or little the burden is, turning inward keeps me from looking upward. Life's circumstances become my focus. Just a few examples from my last 3 weeks.... My mom has been in the hospital, and is still there, 14 hours away from me. I am feeling helpless and very useless from this far away! David's car has broken down three times in three weeks! I kid you not! And even though we are Dave Ramseying it up in the Libby home, the paycheck that the Lord has blessed us with IS our month to month... AND we praise GOD for that He is always so faithful to meet our needs!!! But when the car breaks three times....that is daunting.....then our oven goes on the frits, then our fridge and today our dishwasher.... LORD help us! Thankfully, the Lord has honest to goodness revived some of our appliances and at the moment they are just making very loud noises and shutting off at their own convenience, which has been interesting...but we are truly being sustained by the Lord alone in this season. I am not saying these things to complain at all, I am anticipating the Lord showing His glory in it all... just waiting to see how He is going to do it! He has never left us or failed to provide for our needs.
Between family, finances, my crazy schedule, lots of ministry and our four children... I am learning once again how much I need the Lord to sustain my daily living. But, actually remembering to turn my eyes upwards when I feel the weight of all the burdens is difficult for me sometimes. And when I pull back from everyone, I can feel very alone in it all.... and begin thinking things like this... "Am I the only sleep deprived mother with an imperfect home, full of endless dish washing, laundry doing, house cleaning and child refereeing? Are we the only people who despite our best efforts and dedication in being wise with our finances are never able to get ahead because something always happens, and we are back in square one, completely relying on the Lord for provision again? Am I the only one that can barely keep up with all that is on my plate right now with out going absolutely insane?" I may feel like NO ONE knows or understands what I am walking through right now... but then I open my Bible Study for the week and God in His almighty wisdom and goodness as ALWAYS has something just for me. He had this to say through Priscilla Shirer's Gideon study..."We all know how it feels to be...Scared. Outnumbered. Intimidated. Exhausted." And remarkably, just that simple small little reminder is all I needed to burrow out of my hibernation. People may not live through the exact same circumstance that I do, but they all have their own circumstances that have made them feel the same way. I am not alone.
As I read that list I kind of had to laugh to myself... Everyday I can have moments where I am scared or worried for my kids, scared of failing and worried about how we are going to make ends meet. Everyday I am out numbered 4 to one, three days a week 6 to one (just in kids alone)! I often feel intimidated because of my own inadequacies. I am surrounded by gifted, talented, stylish, beautiful people with amazing personalities...that alone can be intimidating. Lately, I am not sleeping much and doing way too much, which makes me absolutely, extremely, beyond words exhausted. So, in this season I qualify for all those weaknesses. Which can be overwhelming if my gaze is not intently focused on my Almighty GOD, my Sustainer, Provider, Father, and Friend! And this I know to be perfectly true, His strength, glory, power and might can shine brightly in my life and in my circumstance because of my inadequacy, Praise God. That's all I want my life to be anyway... a testimony of ALL God's glory and goodness. In a way, my shortcomings are making me useful for His kingdom, and right now, I have a lot of weakness for Him to work with! ;) The same is true for you. Where you lack God Almighty rises to shine. Embracing that truth is what is going to make the difference in you and I. We can either feel isolated and limited by our weakness, or we can be hopeful, confident and full of faith in what the Lord can do despite our lack and circumstance. He is just good like that. My weakness + God = miraculous living. Living life with my greatest strengths in my own ability but without God = I am left lacking. It doesn't even compare to the richness and fullness of my inadequacy with His Power.
In saying all of that, if you too have been burrying your head in the sand for a season, hiding out away form others or putting up walls to keep others out... you are not where the Lord wants you to be. You and I were made for greater things. And in isolating yourself you are putting a great big target on your back! Get your Bible out, get involved in a study, reach out to a friend.... We were meant to walk this road together, not alone in hibernation. God has a great plan for you, for me and even for our weakness. Just wait and see what kind of miracles He has in store for you! He may change your circumstance, He may not...but He will use your life for His kingdom and glory. Shinning is so much more fun than hiding.
Isaiah 40:29
"The Lord gives strength to those who are tired and more power to those who are weak."
Psalm 29:11
"The Lord gives strength to His people and blesses them with peace."
Tuesday, September 24, 2013
This Summer and all its Happenings Part 2
There is nothing quite as sweet as seeing a father lay eyes on his brand new baby girl and hold her so sweetly, carefully and protectively! Especially when that father is your little brother! My little brother Tim and his wife Noelle became a family of three this summer when the beautiful Ivory Nightingale made her entrance to this world! Oh my word, is she ever a beauty! My brother is a passivest to the core of his being, but having a beauty like this growing up in the house, I think he may need a gun or two.... He is going to be the most spectacular father ever and Noelle is already the perfect mother for sweet little Ivory!After flying back from Fresno I had the great privilege of sharing Lily's story at the Women's Bible studies at our church! It was such a blessing for me as I prepared for it to walk through the miracles that God graciously poured out on my daughter and our family during that time, what it taught me and how I grew! I was also blessed beyond words at the support and love that I received from my dear friends, who made it a priority to be there and support me. It meant the world to me. My prayer is that God will continue to use Lily's story and life for His glory!
Right after that, I packed up the suburban and headed up to spend a few weeks with my parents in Pincher Creek! Needless to say it was the craziest summer in Libby history! Our time in Canada, and camping to come....
Sunday, August 25, 2013
I have found the one my soul loves
This summer David and I celebrated 11 years of marriage! It's amazing when we look back at who we were 11 years ago and who we are today. Our years together have grown us into who we are now. Through the ups and the downs God has used our marriage to sharpen and transform us. Living life together in such close proximity through the years, raising our four children together and moving across the face of the planet twice has brought out the best and the worst in us. Given the opportunity to do it all again....I would chose this life, my man, our kids and every move a thousand times.Our marriage has been like a mirror for me. It has allowed me to see the clearest, purest and most honest reflection of myself and all that is in me. It has made me painfully aware of my sin, my default responses and my flaws.....BUT it has also shown me my strengths at a capacity that I never knew I had. God has used every bit of the process to make me more like Him. Every time an imperfection rises to the surface, He gives me the strength, wisdom and direction I need to grow and change so that I look more like Him in that area of my life. I am certain that this is going to be a life long process for me and I am grateful that the Lord God Almighty only reveals what I can handle, when I can handle it. Changing life long patterns of pride, bitterness, denial, insecurity... and the list goes on.....takes a lot of work and perseverance and dependence on the Lord. It is so worth every moment of discipline and dependence, because I have seen Him transform my life, He is still transforming my life and hopefully won't ever give up on me!
As I think about how much I have grown and changed over the last 11 years one thing is certain. The Lord has used my husband more than anyone else in this life to show me His love, goodness, grace, forgiveness, devotion and joy. David has pointed me to Jesus over and over again. He has been my closest friend, confidant and love. What I admire about David most is that he has not just told me what God's Word says about living....but he strives to live it! My love and complete admiration for my husband has only grown over the years as I have seen him walk so faithfully, love so unconditionally and continually strive to know Jesus more and live more like Him. David's walk with the Lord and how that has translated into his love for me and the kids has transformed my life. I have been the beneficiary of such a pure and priceless love. And because of how my husband loves me, I understand God's love in a way I never knew before.
Now as a grown-upish woman, looking back at when David and I started our journey together, I can see I didn't even know I needed being rescued, but I did. I was so proud, independent and guarded. My walls not only effected our relationship, but it also kept me from depending on the Lord and growing in Him as well. It was through the ups and downs of marriage and David's constant love for me that my heart began to soften and I longed for change that only Jesus could bring. As I look back at who I was 11 years ago rittled with insecurity, defensive and guarded... and now who I am today - secure, confident in the love of my Savior, humbled by His love and grace and able to share it with others , a little older, a little wiser and beyond words grateful for the life He has blessed me with and the people in it. I praise the Lord that He has transformed me and that He is still doing a work in me. I am overwhelmed that He would give me such an amazing man, who has stood by me all these years, loved me unconditionally and walked every road with me with insurmountable strength, patience and grace. I have never met anyone like my husband. His love for the Lord and love for me has captivated my heart. I have found the one my soul loves.
What has made our marriage what it is today.... Jesus. Jesus. Jesus. He makes all the difference. He is the only thing that can satisfy the longing in your soul and mine. He is the only thing that can complete you, fill you, love you fully the way you long to be loved and the only one that can completely know you the way you desire to be fully known. What I have learned in 11 years is that with out Jesus in my day to day I put those expectations of David. There is no way he can meet them. More than anything in the world, David and I need Jesus and strive to live our lives to bring Him glory. When we are pressing into Him, trusting Him and allowing Him to grow us and change us, it frees us both up to love each other with no expectations or demands. Living a life together, devoted to God, His plan and purpose for our lives and growing together along the way...that is better than happily ever after.
Here is to many more anniversaries together baby!!! I love you and would choose you over and over again! Thank you for all your love and for sharing your life with me. I can't believe I get to be yours! I love you!
Saturday, July 13, 2013
Libby Summer Fun and the Lord's workings 1
It has been awhile since my last post, let me just say...this has been the craziest, busiest summer of our lives and will continue to be absolutely insane for the next 8 weeks! We had a few family days together last week and we made the most of them!!! We went berry picking, cherry picking, swimming, floating down the river, visited some family and had a few bbq's in our back yard too. It was a lot to fit into 3 days, but we made so many memories and had so much fun!!! It was wonderful to love on the kids and enjoy them with no other obligations or expectations and experience some adventurous things with them! Perfection!
After our three packed full days of fun, we loaded up the suburban and headed down to camp for the week. David was speaking at Fir Point Bible Camp. This has always been one of my favorite things, because I grew up attending the camp as a camper, then as worked there as staff and now get to return as the speakers wife in recent years- enabling me to make some memories in my favorite place with my kids as well! That place is like home to me. I love the smells, the buildings, cabins, lodges, pools, trees, mugs (that they have been using for at least 30 years!), the staff, the campers and everything. It is one of my ALL time favorite places in the world. So as you can imagine I was very much looking forward to this week....and I thought that I had a pretty good idea of what to expect as we have been there so many times before. But OH MY WORD> it quickly became a week I will never forget.

Looking back I believe that the Lord in His perfect goodness and grace orchestrated it all last year when the plans were made, knowing that it would be a week like NO other in the lives of the Libby's. I know with out a shadow of doubt that of all the places in the entire world, that camp ground, nestled in the rolling hills amid all the massive, beautiful trees was exactly where God wanted us to be. And I could not be more grateful that He was able to use our hands and feet to serve and love the broken hearted in powerful ways with His perfect love and grace. It was completely humbling to be used in that capacity over and over again.

It felt like there was such a battle being fought in that place! A battle for souls, for new life, for peace, justice, victory and reconciliation. One after another came, sometimes alone and sometimes in groups desperate for something different in life. I have been to so many camps in my life, none were ever like this. EVER. Despite the restlessness, and turmoil that seemed to be settling in at camp, the Lord was so thick in that place! Over and over faithfully filling us with wisdom and discernment and we prayed, comforted, encouraged, instructed and listened to person after person. We have been in full time ministry now for 9 years and I have never experienced spiritual warfare like that in an event like this one. BUT, I have also never experienced the Lord like that ! Mind Blown - Heart and Life FOREVER CHANGED! He was SO faithful, so powerful, so present in every single moment of every single conversation. He was so tangible and filled us both with such a strength and wisdom as we fought the good fight. I had prayed on Thursday morning that the Lord would use me that day to do everything for Him. Completely for Him, in His strength and for His glory. I had no idea how the Lord would use me as I became completely available to Him and completely dependent upon Him, because by Thursday, David and I were physically tired and emotionally drained beyond words...and still, the Lord God Almighty, in my weary state used me. Experiencing His Presence and Holy Spirit in that way until my head hit the pillow at 2am built my faith in a new and precious way. Over and over He was so faithful to give me words, love and wisdom.... and it was all for eternity. Praise the Lord!After last week, I feel like I have new mission in life....because this is what I learned this week. Most people, even professing Christians DO NOT BELIEVE that the cross is enough... Enough for salvation, enough for forgiveness, enough for transformation, enough for a new life...... To almost everyone we spoke to this week they believed in.... the cross AND....works... the cross AND....a good life...the cross AND...proving yourself worthy...
The blood of Jesus is ENOUGH - The cross and the cross alone has provided our freedom, forgiveness and salvation. When you take a moment and think about the darkest, deepest most sinful pit you've ever been in...JESUS meets you there and rescues you, cleans you, frees you and gives you new life!!! Why are so many Christians still living in chains?! Time live what we claim to believe!
God is good, He not only grew my faith, met others, freed people and gave them a chance to see what life could be like....HE gave us precious times with friends we love and the kids too! They had the time of their lives with my friend Natalie, David and I! They didn't want to leave come Friday....story of my life growing up! May God continue to do His work in that beautiful place.
Until the next free moment I have this insane summer....
I hope your summer is just as blissful and beautiful
as ours has been this far!
Friday, June 7, 2013
Dress Up
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One thing that is always very predictable here in the Libby home is Sunday's morning routine. Every morning she gets up and runs straight to her big sisters dressers and picks out clothes that are 5 sizes to big to wear for the day. She puts them on all on her own, runs down stairs and with her face absolutely beaming she says to either David or I, "Do I look beautiful?". Most mornings the dress or shirt she picks is barely hanging on by a single shoulder strap, but she feels so beautiful in the clothes that belong to the girls she loves, adores and aspires to be like.
This morning as she was prancing around the house and twirling around in Hope's summer dress, the Lord gently spoke to my heart and brought Colossians 3:12-15 to my mind. "Therefore, as God's chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all in perfect unity. Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful."
What if my routine was just like Sunday's? Every morning when I wake up, I rush with all enthusiasm and determination to clothe myself in a way that clearly communicates my love for Jesus. He is the one I love, admire and aspire to be like. What if I dressed up every day in his characteristics and attributes and in the beautiful things that He desires for me to wear.
I am certain that if I was swimming in compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness, patience, love, forgiveness, peace and thankfulness that I would feel SO beautiful. Just like my sweet little Sunday. I am also quite certain that as I look to the Father, clothed in His righteousness and displaying these qualities that reflect His light so brightly - that He DELIGHTS in me and says, "You have never been more beautiful."
Thursday, May 2, 2013
The Shape of my Hearts Throne
Today I spent some time looking back at my life and considering the things that have been the most important to me from as far back as I can remember until now. I used to save every single cent I earned. When I had 15 cents saved up, my mom would walk downtown with me, past all the quaint brick buildings in Mountain Lake MN and I would go back and forth forever about whether to spend my cents on a little box of Lemonheads or Redhots. I loved that time with her and of coarse my precious box of candy too!The other most important thing, actually THE most important thing from as far back as I can remember, has always been relationships. I have cared deeply for the people in my life, our family friends, church friends, school friends... I have thrived, depended and loved the relationships in my life. I have cherished the sweet people the Lord has brought into my life, so much so, that even if I haven't seen some of them for years, nothing in my heart has changed, I still love them and the memories shared! God has used them to shape and form who I am today and for that I am forever grateful. As I have gotten older, relationships have become more and more important and valued. My husband, children and extended family are such a big part of my every day life and world as I know it. They have truly made me rich in all the ways that matter. I have never known or understood love like I know it now, walking through life with my little village of 6.

The third thing that jumped right out to me was ministry. It has always been a part of my life, and a vital part. I have loved serving in different ministries and to different capacities throughout the seasons. It has never been an option for me, more of a way of life. That is one other passion and discipline that I have gratefully inherited from my family, a desire to serve and to be of use to God however He can use me.These three things pretty much sum Rachel Libby up in a nut shell. They are the things that bring me joy and that consume my mind and heart on a daily basis. All beautiful wonderful things, but I often turn to them in my search for fulfillment, satisfaction and self worth.
In the last two years, I feel as though I have been enrolled in God's in depth coarse of the human heart. My human heart. There are a thousand different things that I have learned. Some lessons God graciously and gently taught me, and other ones I learned through pain, grief, trials and discipline. So hard, but SO good. After the pruning comes the fruit. Praise God!
In the last few weeks, over and over again - through various studies, conversations and the sermon series on Amos, God has been opening my eyes and turning my attention to the things in this life that I place on the seat of my heart's throne. Idols are not just statues carved out of stone or wood, they can be blessing and gifts that the Lord has given us, that we carve out a place for in our hearts.
When I elevate my husband, kids, friends and ministry to a place in my heart where I am seeking to find fulfillment and satisfaction from them alone; not only do I come away dissapointed and with a distorted view of the gifts God has given me, it puts pressure and expectation on them in a truly unhealthy way. No one and no thing can take the place of God or fill us the way we were made to be filled to the fullness of Christ.
God created you and I to be in relationship with Him. God loves us, is jealous for us and desires our hearts just as intensely as He did the Isrealites in the Old Testament. He wants NOTHING to stand in between Him and us. We are His loves, His bride, His prize. When we value, love and esteem people or things more than Him - He will go to every extent to bring us back to Him. Not because He is controlling and mean, but because He is God. He is GOD we are human flesh created by Him, in existence because of His goodness, mercy and grace.... our place is on our knees. He knows us better than we know ourselves. He knows we desperately need Him. He desires His best for us.As I have reflected on my own heart, I have become aware of how it is prone to wander. I have had to confess that I allow other things to reign in my heart and mind. I have sought forgiveness and asked the Lord to fill me up to the fullness of Christ, that He and He alone would reign in me. I pray that my love for my family, for my friends and for the ministry that the Lord has entrusted to me will flow FROM my LOVE of the Lord. That I will seek to place Him above all else, seeking His face, grace, love and forgiveness to fill me daily, releasing those I love from my expectations and unspoken demands. In doing that my relationships have been all the richer, and my love for them has flown freely - from the abundance of His love in me. I know that I will daily have to keep my heart in check, but my understanding is so much deeper and I want to live out my days worshiping the One who deserves every bit of my devotion and praise.
Psalm 106:36
They worshiped their idols, which became a snare to them.
Isaiah 42:8
“I am the Lord; that is my name! I will not yield my glory to another or my praise to idols.
Psalm 78:58
They angered him with their high places; they aroused his jealousy with their idols.
Ezekiel 14:3
“Son of man, these men have set up idols in their hearts and put wicked stumbling blocks before their faces. Should I let them inquire of me at all?
Ezekiel 14:5
I will do this to recapture the hearts of the people of Israel, who have all deserted me for their idols.’
Ezekiel 14:6
“Therefore say to the people of Israel, ‘This is what the Sovereign Lord says: Repent! Turn from your idols and renounce all your detestable practices!
1 Thessalonians 1:9
for they themselves report what kind of reception you gave us. They tell how you turned to God from idols to serve the living and true God,
Deuteronomy 7:5
This is what you are to do to them: Break down their altars, smash their sacred stones, cut down their Asherah poles and burn their idols in the fire.
Jeremiah 14:22
Do any of the worthless idols of the nations bring rain? Do the skies themselves send down showers? No, it is you, Lord our God. Therefore our hope is in you, for you are the one who does all this.
Romans 14:11
It is written: “‘As surely as I live,’ says the Lord, ‘every knee will bow before me; every tongue will acknowledge God.’”
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